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Sunday, May 30, 2004 Slacking Sunday

Woke up just 3 hours ago and I'm still in sleeping mode.. went to S.O.S with a bunch of girls yesterday.. It was my first time there and I think the place is rather quiet and it looks very spacious due to the small crowd.. Left at around 2 as Reyers was already drunk..

Alicia and I joined the guys to Zouk but we didn't want to pay 20 over bucks for an hour in there, so I suggested to to go to Rav.. The guys left after the place closed while alicia and I went for so called supper with Terry and Michael.. They work at Rav as a bartender and manager respectively.. They were nice enough to treat us to drinks last night.. heheh..

Anyway, it was already 5am when we reached Kallang Mac's.. So I guess we went for breakfast afterall..

Hmm.. That special someone messaged me while I was at Rav.. He requested to fetch me but I rejected it.. Why? I don't understand either.. Am I already numb about him? If so, why do I still think about him? I'm indeed a complicated person.. Like what others say, I have a weird personality.. Nobody can figure out what I'm thinking.. My horoscope proves that I have a changing personality too.. True?

Gotta have my dinner now and get down to work already.. Haven't done my design journal for the week man.. Anyway this is the design I've done for my Digital Media Design module.. The theme is "Bone China" done on a Mini Cooper..

far-terd at 8:03 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2004 Satuday Night Fever

I feel so healthy yesterday.. haha.. 'cause I woke up at 7.30am and went blading at ECP.. Finally accomplished my plan to exercise after so long.. Met up with 2 of my classmates and had breakfast at orchard before heading down to ECP.. Went blading for 2 hours only, as Das accidently fell and had a big patch of skin off his leg.. Ergh.. Gruesome.. Then we just sat down by the beach to relax.. Woo~ Simply cool to watch the scenery in the morning..

We left in the late afternoon and went to Tao's Restaurant for a 7-course meal.. *DrooLz* I love the place! Nice surrounding and awesome food! Every dish served was delicious man.. Should check out the place if you guys have not been there before..

Went for a walk at Bugis Junction and headed home as early as 8pm, 'cause it started to rain heavily. Enjoyable day indeed!

I'm all prepared now to go out and meet alicia and the rest for another girls' night out.. As usual, she's late again.. Bah~

far-terd at 7:01 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004 Confusion

Oh man.. I'm in a dilemma again.. bgr simply messes up my life.. I thought I could live without it? But it's back again.. darn.. Ain't love supposed to be a joy? I used to enjoy loving and being loved in return.. but my lovelife is just so complicated.. absolutely like rojak..

It's been 3 months of single-hood for me, trying to get used to this lifestyle.. Am I avoiding love or am I able to adapt to living on my own? =\ Entangled in a love again? Oh well.. shall cast this aside for the moment.. I need some relaxation for the weekend.. Probably going blading at ECP tomorrow, if my friends can make it.. It's been ages since I've exercised.. Gotta burn out some fats ya..

One more week of school and it's gonna be holidays for me.. Then my birthday.. Well, how will I be spending it this year? *Sigh* I've got no idea.. It doesn't seem important to me this time..

I need a life!

far-terd at 11:33 PM

Friday, May 21, 2004 zZz...

I'm really tired now.. Haven't been updating my blog for the past 4 days.. Well.. I was kinda lazy I guess.. I actually planned to go east coast park with some of my classmates tomorrow, but a few backed out so it was cancelled.. *Sigh* 1 of my friend and I were actually looking forward to it.. =\ Hope we'll be able to go next week..

Anyway I planned to go for movies with 2 classmates tomorrow.. Shrek 2! WooHoo~ Have been waiting ages for it to screen in the cinemas.. I just booked the tickets online.. Kinda kiasu but it's simply a good way for me to choose good seats and huge cinemas you see.. =D

It's been a long day in school for me.. Haven't had enougg rest to fully charge up my battery.. Ohh yah.. I signed up for Archery and Tennis as CCA for myself.. Beginning to be conscious of my cca records already.. heheh.. I abandoned my post as a treasurer in Rock Climbing last year.. If I were to be still in that club, my points will be quite a lot now man.. Hope that the cca will help out in completing my 40 CE points.. Only have 12 at the moment.. =
That shall be all.. I'm too sleepy to think of what to blog anymore.. I love my bed.. *RoLLs*

* A better tomorrow simply brightens up my day!

far-terd at 1:22 AM

Sunday, May 16, 2004 Regretful

Now I understood why he made such a big fuss over my attire.. It's our 2 years and 3rd month anniversary at the strike of 12.. He actually planned to bring me to the places I liked going when we were still together.. Jurong Hill, Labrador Park, Telok Blangah Hill and another meaningful place we used to go.. These places are very momorial to us.. But I spoilt everything.. He rides so I cant sit his bike when I wore like that.. I regret going clubbing tonight.. I should have went to meet him straight away.. I really regret and hate myself.. Argh..

far-terd at 3:59 AM

Heartbroken

Back from chinablack an hour ago.. They were having spot check so i decided to leave the place.. Actually I was supposed to meet him after that, but it turned out to be a quarrel between us.. He scolded me for what I was wearing just now.. It seems so ridiculous as I was just wearing a halter top.. Sigh.. I really don't understand what I've done wrong..

Kinda fell out with a friend of mine at the same time.. Haiz.. Why must the bad stuff happen all at the same time.. Have been crying since I reached home.. Really feel that I'm living in misery all these while..

I've never felt happiness since the day we separated.. What is joy? I think I've already lost the touch of it..

I only can feel my heart shattered into pieces... ...

far-terd at 3:17 AM

Friday, May 14, 2004 Fridays Are Holidays!

I've decided not to take my Advanced Theory Test later in just 1 and a half hours time.. 'Cause I did not prepare for it at all and further more I'm kinda lazy to go for a short test and return home again.. Heheh.. Wasted 6 bucks but I'll just go for it again another time.. I really don't have the mood to study for it.. Argh~

Met up with 2 of my classmates for dinner yesterday at a very ulu place near my school. It is quite a posh winebar where 1 of my friends works in. After dinner, we went for a karaoke session at cuppage plaza, then finally to marina south for arcade.. It was already 5am in the morning when I reached home.. Had an enjoyable time with them although I was kinda tired after a long day in school..

Feeling so sleepy now.. Shall loaf around at home and wait to watch Spice Sibling later in the night.. Not sure whether will be out tonight but I'll just relax and download some movies for now..

far-terd at 5:10 PM

Wednesday, May 12, 2004 Rotting In Process

Am in between a lesson now, having presentations.. It's the mousey fac's module.. Operating system concepts is actually quite an easy and interesting module.. But this irritating fac here simply spoils everything.. There she goes.. Complaining about our presentations and our behaviour in class.. Just so bored that I'm finding stuff to keep me occupied.. *Yawnz*

Realised that I have not studied for my advanced theory test on friday.. Argh~ still wondering whether to go or not.. Bah~ zZzz..
My classmate just commented that my blog entry is so much longer than my Relection Journal.. Haha.. RJ is a compulsory assignment to be submitted after every lesson..

Yeah.. Non of the peeps down here seem to be interested in the fac's presentation.. Some are sleeping, watching movie, msn-ing and only a minority is paying attention.. There's even some of them that are out grabbing a bite.. Oh my~

Shall give mousey some face.. Gonna stop here.. *Poof*

far-terd at 2:58 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004 Boring Day

Haven't been updated my blog for 2 days.. Was too busy I guess.. Anyway I celebrated Mother's Day with my mum by treating her to Jack's Place with my brother.. It wasn't as crowded like last year. We managed to get a table without waiting for long.. Their business looks bad on this special occasion..

Yesterday was quite an interesting day for me, as I went out with my classmates after school for dinner.. or was it my lunch too? haha.. Anyway, they treated me to a meal at the Japanese restaurant located at Lido.. The food there didn't suit my taste though.. Almost all the food on the menu were deep-fried and I didn't like it.. We planned to catch a movie after that, but the show that we wanted to watch was over already.. So we went to the arcade instead.. We started playing at around 7pm and all the way until 10.30pm, after visiting 3 arcades. Wow~ It has been really a long time since we last had so much fun at the arcade. It was an enjoyable day for us.. =)

What do I have for today? Hmm.. Lessons was so darn boring with the potato.. Kinda had a conflict with my classmate and now we are no longer in good terms with each other.. *sigHz* Why do things have to turn out this way man.. Had a mood swing when I was in school and I was so much in a bad mood.. Is there something such as Tuesday blues? Well, I think I've encountered it.. *pouts*

Just hoping for a better day tomorrow~ (Again..)

far-terd at 8:42 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004 Zouk Night Out

Am a little tired now so I shall make this a short one.. Eating sushi at the same time.. *drooLz* Hmm.. was supposed to meet up with Alicia for some shopping in the afternoon.. but we ended up meeting in the evening, so we just did some window shopping.. nothing caught my eye on anyway.. she met up with another girl called Eunice too..

Went over to Zouk as there were invitations for us.. 2 of my classmates joined me there too.. But 1 of them was so unlucky he lost his hp and payed 50 bucks for nothing.. 2 jugs of alcohol got finished up by some idiots while we went over to Phuture for awhile.. it's just not his day..

Oh yeah.. it was my first time fuming and almost started a quarrel with a guy, who's Alicia's friend. He really get on my nerves man.. So darn irritating! Blaming me for something that's ridiculous.. I shall not go into it.. I just left with my classmates for a drink at Bencoolen kopitiam and he called to apologise.. I couldn't be bothered to listen to him anyway.. Shared a cab with one of my friend as he lives in my area too.. what a coincidence..

He messaged me when I reached home to tell me he got into a fight with Andy and ended up with a swollen face... I asked him why and he just said he couldn't tolerate him anymore longer.. Well, I didn't probe into it and just told him not to get into fights again.. Yup.. i worry for him..

So many things have happened during the 2 months.. I suppose my life is complicated after all.. As usual, just hoping for a better tomorrow.. Off to bed now.. *waves*

far-terd at 7:28 AM

Saturday, May 08, 2004 Half Day Of School

Yup.. Just went to school for 3 hours only to attend my Professional Profiling briefing.. I'm so stuck on what profession, company, or industry I want to do research in.. Argh~ Went out with my classmates after that for lunch and movie at Plaza Singapura! My favourite place to hang out.. That building is filled with amazing things that can keep you occupied for the whole day.. Anyway, we chose to watch Van Hellsing and wow.. I must say that it's indeed a very thrilling movie.. Fantastic! *Thumbs up*

Had to head back home to drop my laptop and change before meeting mum and my relatives for dinner.. Passed by J8 on my way home, so I rushed to buy some sushi and stuff too..

It's been a tiring day for me.. But it's friday so I shall sleep a little later.. Gonna catch a show on the tv now and grab a bite, as I didn't have much during dinner..

*7 days more to Advanced Theory Test (2nd attempt)
43 days more to my birthday..

Will he be celebrating my birthday for me? Who knows?

far-terd at 12:17 AM

Friday, May 07, 2004 Aww..

Fell asleep at around 9.. and I've just woke up with a gastric and stomach cramp.. *sigh* Haven't done my design journal yet.. dateline is at 6.30pm tomorrow.. I definitely have to finish it up in school or back at home after I'm done with the Professtional Profiling briefing.. Am so tired now.. but stomach is in pain.. I'll try to get back to sleep.. =(

far-terd at 1:09 AM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004 Mouse Day

What a day with the mouse-alike facilitator who is new to our class today.. She speaks so darn soft, no one can figure out what she was talking about. She even told my classmate to speak louder when she herself is speaking softer than my friend. What a shame.. Anyway, class was boring because of her dull lessons..

It rained heavily during noon time and what the heck, the air-conditioners at some of the classes broke down at the same time.. My class was non-exceptional.. The school trying to save electricity on a rainy day? Never mind.. We were lucky enough to find an empty class with a powerful air-conditioner which can make us freeze.. Cool~

Just finished watching the 9pm show and there's american idol now, but I guess I shall miss that.. I'm too tired to stress my eyes on the television.. Shall go through the Macromedia Freehand to prepare myself for tomorrow's lesson before going to sleep..

A better tomorrow~

far-terd at 10:12 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004 Potato Day

Didn't sleep well last night 'cause had a slight quarrel with him again.. Got woken up by his sms many times and so I felt kinda tired during the whole day in school. Anyway, I'm really tired now.. But I want to watch the 9pm show before going to rest..

It was just another typical school day.. Kinda dread going to school now.. Think that studying in that school sucks so much now.. Maybe is because of the Year 1 students over-populating the tiny school.. Felt frustrated over it and I think my mood is getting quite bad nowadays.. Is it pms? =
I dislike this semester.. Feel so out of place.. How I wish I could quit school without worries.. Just don't have the mood to do anything now.. Argh~

It was potato's class today and had a fun time with the peeps (esp. Abdus and Jon), while making the crossover cable.. Geraldine spotted me in the canteen and I was so surprised.. I didn't know who she is but she know who I am.. She also said that she used to hang out with the Bishan group back then.. Well, it doesn't ring a bell.. Met up with Amanda and Lavene in the afternoon too.. guess that was the only times that I laughed.. Other than that, dark clouds seemed to be over my head today..

*Sigh*

far-terd at 8:45 PM

Monday, May 03, 2004 Start Of A New Semester

Back to that greenish buidings.. Things seem different while walking to school.. I could see lots of unfamiliar faces around and the amount of people walking up the steepish slopes were so much more too.. Yup.. It was the new batch of Year 1 students who are taking over the main blocks, making me end up in the Strathmore Block =( Hmm.. what's so bad about there? Well.. The level that my class is at, has no toilets.. So the school is trying to train up our bowels? Sigh..

Anyway, it was a problematic day.. A virus broke out at the start of the morning and lots of students' laptops were auto shut down.. It was a time-consuming issue resulting to the delay of classes.. Then was the electricity which tripped many times throughout the day and we had to go on without power.. Life seemed so miserable man.. Lastly was the situation in the canteen.. Oh my~ You woudn't have a table to have your meal on.. The place was fully packed with people and I had to take away just some snacks and have it in class.. *Shakes head* The Year 1 student are simply dominating the school.. Argh..

It was a tiring day for me.. My batt was running low around noon time and I had to scuff my way home.. Had a nap once I reached home and I think I shall continue my beauty sleep pretty soon.. I wouldn't want to behave like a haggard tomorrow and just hope that things will get better..

Peace out~

I've came back to edit this post.. Have just messaged him to ask whether he received the mail I sent to him 3 days ago.. He then replied: "Yes.. Very gan dong.." Don't understand why, but I instantly cried upon seeing it.. Maybe 'cause I am happy that at least, he felt something over what I've done for him.. or was it that I was reminded of the pain I'm suffering? Am so heartbroken... This relationship is just so difficult to let go..

far-terd at 11:59 PM

First Day Of Sem 1

Omg.. why am I blogging at this hour? I slept at 2am last night but got woken up by a sms at 4am.. Couldn't get back to sleep till now.. Will be meeting xian for breakfast later.. anyway, i'm feeling a bit tired already.. -__-"

far-terd at 6:03 AM

Sunday, May 02, 2004 Last Day Of Holiday

*Sobz* My holiday has come to an end.. Aww.. Gotta reorganise my lifestyle once agian.. Waking up at around 6 in the morning and spending 8 hours in school everyday.. =S

But I think that school days can at least keep me occupied during the weekdays.. Rather then lazing around without him.. *sigh* He hasn't contacted me for 2 days.. Is he trying to forget me too? Anyway, I have to force myself to sleep soon.. If not I'll be like a zombie roaming around the school..

Goodbye Holidays.. See you again in june~

far-terd at 11:08 PM

My Last Day Out

I've just came home from clubbing.. went Music Underground at Specialist SC with Alicia and her friends.. I kinda regretted going there man.. The place is filled with lots of bengs.. -__-" Most of the people are technosiao.. Argh~ I was practically dazing when the DJ played techno music almost throughout the whole night.. I think I shall stick to my ChinaBlack and Zouk..

Anyway, went out shopping with the girls again.. I bought a top and a sling bag for school.. Tomorrow is my last day of holiday! BooHooHoo~ Wonder how this semester will be like with the new class and facilitators.. Hmm.. back to the topic.. Alicia and I went over to Alley Bar, which is situated just next to Rouge between Orchard Emerald and Centrepoint.. The place was cool! They dimmed the lightings and had a candle on each table.. Wow.. The ambience was great and the comfy sofas will dope you to sleep.. We joined Reyers and her friends for awhile there and then went over to MU..

It was a tiring day, I must say.. Maybe 'cause I didn't have ample rest the night before.. Wondering whether he have received the card I've sent him yesterday and how would he react upon seeing it? =\ Hope my efforts won't go down the drain.. Shall fill up my tummy first before heading to my beloved bed.. Oyasumi-Nasai~

far-terd at 3:43 AM

Saturday, May 01, 2004 Couch Potato Of The Day

Am eating a plate of Japanese black pepper noodles with chicken now.. wOoHoo~! Not bad.. but a little too spicy for me only.. anyway, slacked at home again.. watched tv and came online to download programs for the new academic year.. it's gonna be java scripting this coming semester.. sucks.. had to download BlueJ and J2DK.. hates programming.. what to do.. *sigh* oh my.. 2 more days and I have to return to that greenish school! yucks.. I hate green.. why don't they add a little orange with it.. =)

Just realised that it's only 2 weeks away from my final theory.. oh my~ i shall fail it then.. seriously no mood to study for it at all.. Hope that tomorrow's outing with the girls will be an enjoyable one.. I need some happiness in my life man.. These 2 months sucks.. Well.. just asked him whether he would wanna patch back again.. but he said he will wait till i've changed myself.. that means I can't come online anymore? Argh.. I'm an IT student! *sigh*

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