vanakam ^^

Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Waiting for you~

currently in school library now waiting for darling.. he's busy doing his fyp and im waiting for him quietly here. ^^

i skipped presentation and has been here since 1pm+.. i had meiyun to acc me at first, but later on she went off to pak tor.. hao xing fu~

while waiting, i surfed many websites looking for degree programmes i can pursue.. just found out that the application dateline for nus and ntu is TODAY! ahhhhhh~
there's no particular courses that im very interested in anyway. so nvm lor

Then i found the course that i wanted in UniSIM! somemore the dateline for application is on 31st march.. more than enough time for me to apply.. i happily filled up the application form that was so looonnnnng.

After much research and understanding of the programme, i then found out that the stupid degree programmes that the school provides are for working adults! The requirement of admission states that, 2 years of working experience is needed! wth. wasted my time and made me happy for that hr.

dieee la.. i cant find any place i can pursue my degree le.. how sia..
im finding BSc (Honours) Multimedia Technology and Design, or anything relevant to that.. Somebody help?

spent almost 6 hours straining my eyes looking at the monitor.. hao xing ku~

feeling the pain of my eyes and head le.. >.<

but still, i hope darling will do well for his fyp presentation tmr.. if he happy happy then he will also treat me hao hao~

x)

far-terd at 6:51 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006 i want a bike lah!

Congrats to Meiyun for getting her bike licence!

I think she's really keened to get a bike now. Me too! But money is an issue. *sigh
Gotten my licence for 7 months already, but I am still relying on darling to fetch me around. I want to fetch him leh!

Have been trying my best to treasure everything I have now and also to pursue for the things I want. Coz.. I wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow.. So time is precious!

Vday was so sweet with darling.. He got me 2 roses in a day.. The first one was in school.. When I was having lesson in class, he suddenly popped out from behind and handed me a rose.. Then he left with a cheeky smile and flying kiss. lol
The 2nd one was a 21" rose from orchard road.. Very big and cute! He was using it to hit my head all the while. >.<

He treated me to dinner at Sakae Sushi, while I gave him a Adidas watch.. I shall emphasize that I wrapped the present on my own! disaster sia.

We then went to dblO to chill out with his classmates.. another disaster as his friend got real drunk. dead fish.. -.-"

It's another weekend once again.. any interesting activities for me?

zzz

far-terd at 2:40 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006 jaded

my heart just sank when i saw her mention about him in her blog again. made me think of the past.

i wish i can lose my memory, or maybe get a brainwash. it's not that im not forgiving, but the thought of it makes me really sad..

i used to think that there's a future ahead of us.
but the feeling now is so different..
i dont know how to remove the barrier.

i think i know too little about his life.

we used to be so loving in the past.. but now it seems that we are just a couple by name.. being together just for the sake of it. or maybe it is true that the honeymoon period is over. couples tend to be less loving if they are together for a long time?

i donno la. im so troubled now.
depression has been following me for the past months.. can cry out of a sudden..
feeling kinda xin ku.

i wanna work towards what i want now. earn money, get myself a bike and perhaps continue studying till i die. i dont wanna depend on guys. coz i detest guys fetching their so called "cais". i dont care whether riding is dangerous or not. i just wanna do what i like. die early or not i dont care much. but i must die happily.

im tired.

far-terd at 7:25 AM