vanakam ^^

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 SOS

Im defeated.

Whatever i have done has gone to waste. His friends are over my head.

Never expect that he sees me as such a person.. Almost 2 yrs of relationship..

His friends are the angels while im the devil.

haha. i give him stress while they help him to destress.

im of no help to him. they are the ones who can help him.

He chose them instead of me.

im breaking down already.

i worked till 11pm. skipped dinner. took a walk from office to cityhall. skipped the cabs and walked back home.

journey back home was long and many things went through my mind.

but at the end of the day, he still doesnt care.

bcoz in his eyes, we will have no future together.

wat a joke.

far-terd at 12:48 AM

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vanwie
twenty-two
undergrad/cabin crew

aims for

happiness
~~bike~~
2a licence
~~car licence~~
~~new job~~
diamond ring
complete degree
~~ralph lauren romance~~
~~bike servicing~~
~~new rims & tyres~~
~~mhr of505 helmet~~
new helmet
~~hp c5180~~
~~new watches~~
~~new wallet~~
new bags
more levis skinny
~~n95~~
~~sony psp~~
ds lite
pretty clothes
another overseas trip

maomao's list
~~grooming session~~
bigger house
~~new bowl~~